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IMISSU BLOG!!

I miss who i was in this story.. So Much.

482 hari yg lepas, me n mulat(oh how i miss this nickname) tengah borak dengan terujanya tentang pernikahan kami. Emm, thats not our 'first night' as u thought ok. Mlm lepas nikah masing2 balik rumah sendiri, dengan berbekalkan tanggungjawab baru sbg suami isteri.  TERUJA.
Around this time 1am - 2am that day, we hang up on the phone. The first word i said to him, terima kasih sbb sudi jadikan diri ni isteri. He said the same word too, add on, abg akan jaga syg, melindungi syg n mencintai syg sampai akhir hayat abg. Touched! Then remind detik2 nikah yg tak sampai 5 jam berlalu. Gelak sama2 bila ingat imam ty harga bawang. Soalan diluar jangkaan. Then kene lakonkan detik2 nikah sbb videographer xsempat shoot the real moment. Asik kene tolak ngan photographer je. Haha. For me, that was the happiest marriest night ever. The night that i promised myself, he will be the only one until death. I wont hurt him nor betray him. I keep my loyalty only for him. And YES, i'm succeed. Succeed till today. He's the one.

Theres many thing we hope we can repeat once again. Tapi itulah hakikat, 'kenangan' itu wujud.

Now 2.10am, while i'm staring at mulat sleeping on the sofa. I miss everything about him and our kenanganS :'(
Baca balik blog ni dari awal, our ups and downs in relationship, arghhhhhhhhhhh T_T

Dear Allah, diri ini mengerti semua disekelilingku adalah pinjaman dariMu. Terima kasih untuk Alya Imanina. Terima kasih utk 482 hari yang berlalu. Engkau maha mengasihi.

Dear blog, thank you for letting me cry on your shoulder. Its hurt.